Monday, May 11, 2009
Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow
My friends, I have had little energy to write. Let me sum up the past couple of weeks. On April 28th, our case was heard but Mareshet's Auntie (whose permission is required to proceed with the adoption) did not bring her ID with her. The judge asked her to come back the next day with the ID, and bless her heart, she did so. Some day, I'll give that woman a big, grateful hug that just lifts her off the ground... However, a paper that had previously been in the file was missing. The judge could not pass the case without it. The case was rescheduled for May 7th. The days fortunately passed with the help of friends. However, on the 7th, the ministry paper was still not completed. I and about 30 other families were all waiting for the same small detail to be met. Now I am told that my case will be heard again on the 13th. I am not sure what to think or believe. I keep preparing myself for the worst, naively thinking each time that I'll be fine if we don't pass court that particular day. But each time I am heartbroken--astounded at the core. I cannot help it if I have the soul of an optimist! I am getting close to my scheduled leave of absence from work, and need this case to pass soon. I have decided that I'll travel over to Ethiopia as soon as my leave begins, if only to be with Mareshet and get to know her, and volunteer at the orphanage. I know that it might be weeks yet before we have clearance to travel. But I am prepared to go. Like so many millions of hearts, separated by a border, I ache to know my daughter and bring her home.